Had my first job interview today, at a civil engineering consulting firm for an Office/Administrative Assistant position. I'm actually really excited about it, but trying not to get my hopes up too much, as they mentioned that they had over 80 applicants already.
I have a love/hate relationship with interviews that go really well, where you feel like they are trying to sell themselves to you almost more than you are to them. On one hand, you walk away feeling really good and excited about the job. On the other hand, when they turn you down, you feel betrayed. I interviewed for a job before I graduated that I thought I really wanted, and they were so extremely nice to me in the interview, I thought it was a sure thing. I then started making all these plans in my head about how great it would be to work there, etc, etc. Then when they called to tell me I didn't get the job (while I was in Florida on Spring Break), I cried and felt like no one would ever want me to work for them.
I think that what has changed this time around is that I am more realistic about the job market and the interview/hiring process, and that I have a lot more confidence. I know I am a good worker, I am smart, innovative, and that people would be lucky to have me. But I also know that some places, no matter how much I want them to, may not be a good fit for me, and me for them. So I'm optimistic, but not quite so naive as before, I think.
For now I need to find some more things to do with my time until I find a job... I'm considering volunteering somewhere, but not sure where. I am making lots of headway with wedding plans, but I'm kind of at a standstill as I wait for things from other people. (Ahem, guest list, ahem!) :)
I'm open to suggestions on good volunteering opportunities. My list of ideas so far is pretty short: Women's Shelter, Extension Office, or United Way. Let me know if you have any other ideas!
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