
I keep seeing people post "25 Things About Me" on Facebook. I was tempted to do this, but I'm actually afraid it will be too boring. Kind of like this blog - I don't know that I want to tell anyone that I'm writing it for fear everything I write will just be too boring and no one would read it or care.
I remember when I used to be all angst-y and emotional, before I had a boyfriend and when things were not so great when I did. It seemed like I had so much to write about then, and everything I wrote was so profound. Now that I'm for the most part happy, I find it harder to write. I'm not really a comical writer, so I can't be happy and funny, and I feel like I'm my "deepest" and most "insightful" when I'm sad.
There are some pretty big things happening in my life right now, but they all seem so typical... Moving to a new town with my long-term boyfriend, Caleb, talking about getting engaged and married and having kids, looking for a new job in that town... Although my life is going in a great path, I kind of wish I had been more impulsive during college and right after I graduated, and traveled more, taken more risks, etc. Now it seeme like I'm tied down in this path and I'll never get the chance to cut loose again until I'm old and retired, when I won't be able to do as much.
Hopefully this normal life path will be fulfilling enough to satisfy me... I am grateful that I have an awesome partner to travel this path with. Maybe we'll make it exciting just by ourselves.
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